birthday week.

tina tells me today that she’s given up worrying. it’s not getting her anywhere, and it’s a waste of time. she’s taken on MANIFESTING and intention. SHE TELLS ME THAT EVERY DAY – every single day – i am to tell the universe what it is i need & want. to not be shy. no holding back.

ask.

ask louder.

be clear. succinct.

repeat it once more.

breathe in.

exhale. deep.

ask again. WITH ABSOLUTE CONVICTION.

i want…

I need…

i would love…

i want to do this so this/that can happen. so i can give more, help me, open my life more. be huge. abundant.

dump the worry. dump the worry, she says, dump it… it’s ‘ca-ca’ (love that!)

dump the shame. DUMP. D.U.M.P. the fucking shame. get rid of it. leave it. bye-bye.

dump the fear & self-doubt.

there’s a lot of dumping going on.

and re-cycle that fear and doubt and shame. re-cycle it into joy and passion and happiness and abundance.

OWN YOUR LIFE she says,

fully.

OWN YOUR LIFE YOUR DREAMS YOUR GOALS YOUR MISTAKES YOUR TALENT YOUR PASSION YOU HEART YOUR JOY YOUR LAZINESS YOUR WORRY YOUR SORROW YOUR VICTORY YOUR DETERMINATION.

OWN IT.

WRAP IT UP.

she says.

STOP WORRYING.

she asks me (okay, okay… TELLS ME) to be joyous, grateful, worry-free for 2 weeks. no peeking. i tell her i’ll try. she tells me to try harder.

i will do this, i promise,

i will do this.

i expect abundance and miracles and joy.

i expect that.

i do.

and then she says: do not be afraid if it feels just abit harder the first day or two, it’s just a test … and that’s when i fall more in love with tina. she forewarns me of what i might feel and to not worry or be frightened.

nothing, she says, is more powerful than saying: YES YES YES YES, YES. i am ready.

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6 Responses to “birthday week.”

Madge Woods
November 28th, 2010 at 11:16 am
Tina has good advice. Who is Tina?
Hollye Dexter
November 28th, 2010 at 1:37 pm
I love this. I’m joining you in the experiment.
To actually state what your heart’s desires are is a powerful thing. To say you are ready to receive it….whoa.
Fasten your seat belt.

xoxo
Amy Wise
November 28th, 2010 at 2:12 pm
I soooo needed this today! I am doing it..officially doing it! Yes I am! YES! Thank you.

Amy
Katherine Jenkins
November 28th, 2010 at 3:45 pm
Happy Birthday…..Tina sounds cool! I’m with Tina!
kristine
November 30th, 2010 at 3:51 am
is it your birthday, oh goddess of light and love and yes, yes yes we can do this thing?
Linda tears
December 2nd, 2010 at 1:44 am
Shame…feel it…then flush…
Doubt…feel it…then flush
Self-love…feel it…no…don’t flush…bathe in it!
Acceptance of everything good…lather up my sweetheart…